Orbit?

So as I mentioned early I have seriously put life on a rocket ship- or a belnder- or in a black hole and I am not really sure which analogy best exemplifies what they hell has happened in the last couple weeks but I will try to explain- as I sort through the variety of things that have occurred since Feb 27th.

Feb. 27th: Spent 14 hours in transit on my way to Steamboat Colorado. First encounter with the dreaded Mr. Bj since I almost set him on fire on NYC last July. He tried to put some moves on- I shut that down. I think he was a little disapointed. I later learned that he has been with sveral of his "girlfriends" lately. Some things never change.

Feb 28- March 2: Skied blue sky days at Steamboat with the ladies. Much needed time with the gang.

March 3: One commercial gig phone call, and 30 ROCK call to finish the season on their camera team. Quit my job at CSC Arriflex.

March 6: Last day at Arri. Cried and partied really hard. Took a cab home with Jammer- he almost puked in the cab- hysterical situation- had to pull over- really embarassing.

March 7: Lala's sister and her fiance came over with a short bus to help us move all our stuff to our new loft in Bushwick. We did it in four trips. They my hero's. Our lives in the new place are still a total disaster. But the space will be amazing when we finish it.

March 9: Started new job at 30 ROCK. Got my ass handed to me. I have never made so many mistakes in one day. I learned that I almost always do things wrong the first time and will do them right the second time, after I have been repremanded.

March 13: Had drinks with Jammer and Nate after wrap. Needed to see my Arri boys after a long week without them. Nate walked me home, we held hands. I have had a crush on him for a few months now.

March 14: Man team came over to the apt to help us with some projects. Nate spent the night.

March 17: Wrapped 30 ROCK. On this day one year ago I started my job at Arri. Strange.

March 18 to the present: Building walls, installing kitchens, tearing up carpet, lots of painting and good times with Lala and gettting to know Nate better. Lala and I are starting a Vlog. Stayed tuned for Vlog info.

I am in total outer space- and survival mode- and a state of bliss that I have not experienced in YEARS. All such great changes all at once, maybe I finally worked off all of my bad karma from cheating on all those boyfriends of mine. I learned my lesson.

Cheating = really fucking bad Karma for 3 years.

When I mentioned landing in the last blog blurb- of course my wise friend Em says:

"Maybe you don't want to land"

I think that she is right. Maybe my little self space station is finally ready for real inter-galaxy exploration. I think that I am trying to go way more self sustainable than ever before. For now it seems to be working- I am going to take her advice and try to stay in orbit. And maybe I will even leave the orbit of my comfort zone is this galaxy for a little while and see what else the universe has in store for me.